A head full of MESS

First a good thing.. see how far my Bunad-shirt has come allong:-)
Oh my.. I feel like my head is about to explode! I am really just not capable of making decicions... and really as I write this I know that even if i make a decicion it's not necessary to run it's course... meaning: I want to study some more, but what to study is immensly difficult to decide :-( I am a nurse and I do want to work in nurse-related jobs (I believe...) but most of the educations are based on excellent health (no prolaps then) and if not then they're based on leaderships or likevise... now I have found one education that appeals to me.. but I am so scared of making the decicion to follow that course...
Really it's of no matter because I'll probably have a lot of good of this and if I do turn out to be less smart than I thought...well I'll just have to deal with that when I come to it.. don't I?
So I think if I am accepted I will begin.. update will follow...